Post by Robb on Apr 4, 2017 5:35:20 GMT
So... This is a post that I make with a heavy heart. I was a part of Inferno Wrestling when it opened and during it's second run, I was on staff... But it wasn't the same as this. This was different because #FSociety was mine, it was my baby and I made it.
And so many of you have helped me throughout the time I opened up this place in mid July for folks to sign up. A lot of you have been since I opened the place. Matt came on board after the first show and has helped me run this place with matches, storylines, judging, etc. I couldn't of done it without him.
A lot of you have also helped and stuck by me through and through. It's why I tried to keep this place open as long as I can because so many of you have been so loyal to me. For the longest time, I felt great in doing that. It was rewarding. But sadly, this doesn't feel rewarding to me anymore.
It's a hassle now. I got a lot going on in real life and I just don't have the time and neither does Matt anymore and so we can't really go on. I also don't have the patience to deal with a lot of needless negativity thrown my way from people not involved with #FSociety and while some folks say, 'hey ignore it, don't worry about it.' While others think I shouldn't 'care' but here's the thing, it's hard not to care about something that you spend hours and hours on to make people happy. So yeah, it took it's toll on me. I feel like I'm a nice guy and that I've been completely fair in everything that I did here but some people are going to believe what they want and say what they want. It is what it is. I just don't have the willpower to be a fedhead anymore because I care too much. I care about what people say, I care when you guys are upset from a loss... And I just can't keep going because of it because I can't just not care.
I get too emotionally invested. Think of that what you will, but it's who I am, it's my personality and I can't help it. As much as I want to push through for all of you, I gotta put my own mental health first though. Running #FSociety was amazing and a pleasure but this isn't fun for me anymore and I gotta hang it up. So Revelation will be the last show. It's a one rp limit so you don't have to do too much... And if you want off of the card, just tell me and I'll take you off of it. I'm really sorry I couldn't keep going. But I appreciate every single one of you and what you've all done.
As for this "season two", just consider these three shows as an extension of season one and who knows? If Matt and I are feeling up to it, we might be back for a REAL season two. But right now, neither of us are in the right place to keep going. Again, I'm really sorry. I wish I could be stronger for all of you. I appreciate the friendships I've made with you all and for those of you who I've known for a few years and decided to stick by my side and give me your time. Thank you so much. Let's make this last show awesome. I'm going to make sure we go out with a bang.
And so many of you have helped me throughout the time I opened up this place in mid July for folks to sign up. A lot of you have been since I opened the place. Matt came on board after the first show and has helped me run this place with matches, storylines, judging, etc. I couldn't of done it without him.
A lot of you have also helped and stuck by me through and through. It's why I tried to keep this place open as long as I can because so many of you have been so loyal to me. For the longest time, I felt great in doing that. It was rewarding. But sadly, this doesn't feel rewarding to me anymore.
It's a hassle now. I got a lot going on in real life and I just don't have the time and neither does Matt anymore and so we can't really go on. I also don't have the patience to deal with a lot of needless negativity thrown my way from people not involved with #FSociety and while some folks say, 'hey ignore it, don't worry about it.' While others think I shouldn't 'care' but here's the thing, it's hard not to care about something that you spend hours and hours on to make people happy. So yeah, it took it's toll on me. I feel like I'm a nice guy and that I've been completely fair in everything that I did here but some people are going to believe what they want and say what they want. It is what it is. I just don't have the willpower to be a fedhead anymore because I care too much. I care about what people say, I care when you guys are upset from a loss... And I just can't keep going because of it because I can't just not care.
I get too emotionally invested. Think of that what you will, but it's who I am, it's my personality and I can't help it. As much as I want to push through for all of you, I gotta put my own mental health first though. Running #FSociety was amazing and a pleasure but this isn't fun for me anymore and I gotta hang it up. So Revelation will be the last show. It's a one rp limit so you don't have to do too much... And if you want off of the card, just tell me and I'll take you off of it. I'm really sorry I couldn't keep going. But I appreciate every single one of you and what you've all done.
As for this "season two", just consider these three shows as an extension of season one and who knows? If Matt and I are feeling up to it, we might be back for a REAL season two. But right now, neither of us are in the right place to keep going. Again, I'm really sorry. I wish I could be stronger for all of you. I appreciate the friendships I've made with you all and for those of you who I've known for a few years and decided to stick by my side and give me your time. Thank you so much. Let's make this last show awesome. I'm going to make sure we go out with a bang.